The Power Within

Some old club photos for viewing

2008-05-14T10:41:00.002+08:00

Religious issues

2008-04-04T11:00:00.003+08:00

Have you ever question yourself why do you celebrate or pray on that special day or festival? What is the origin of the day itself? Recently there is the Qing Min Jie, i found out something that is kept in me for many years but did not bother to question the reason of it. It's the burning of paper made objects for offerings to your ancestors. Honestly, do you think that ancient china they will make all these things for offerings? I doubt so. And what is the logic? How can a piece of paper object, after burning, can go into another so call dimension? Ask yourself these questions. I am being enlightened.

P.S - God don't possess humans, spirits does.

Rebirth Again

2008-04-03T12:16:00.003+08:00

Time flies and it has been almost 1 year since i finished NS. The time spent in NS was quite enjoyable and especially those overseas training i had in Taiwan and Australia. I had my maiden plane ride travelling to Taiwan , i was so exited back then haha. After ORD, i decided to further my studies by taking part time degree, so i applied for a Degree in Multimeida and Game Development offered by SIM/UOW. At the same time, i send job application in Jobstreet. After just a few days i immediately got a job as 3D Artist, which is very much relevant to what i have studied. SIM also accepted my application and now i am already into my third sem of my final year. Just one more sem to go =) Hope after my studies, I will have a pay rise. haha.

P.S - Seems like i only blog once a year haha. ^^

Year 2007

2007-01-27T14:26:00.000+08:00

another year has passed... =)

New Year Resolution

2006-01-03T21:41:00.001+08:00

Woah its been almost a year since i last blog.. its a brand new year and i just hope i will be happy again.. i also wish everyone i know good health..

Evhox Rebirth

2005-03-07T19:00:00.000+08:00

I'm back to blogging but not that often. Coz too lazy to blog. Well... i dun even know wat to write now lolx. Yesterday late morning i went to my cousin house for a party, his baby's one month birthday hee. Then after that i went to meet my bros and we went to a ktv called k-ster at chinatown. I have a great time, except I i cant tahan lao wang "gayish behaviour" with Zhiqing lolx. But of coz he is just acting. I left early to meet my girl and went orchard to walk walk, and had dinner at Sushi Tei in paragon. That's wat i did the whole of my sunday, and oso trying to sell v800 heehee =P.

Christmas?

2004-12-25T14:02:00.000+08:00

i have come back to blog after such a long duration wahaha! let me see.... from oct 29th till now christmas day! quite powerful right? this year x'mas eve was spent quite differently from previous years. previous years i spend x'mas eve going clubbing and drinking volka but this year was different. i spent x'mas eve with my dear dear and her friends eating at a restaurant in bugis junction. spent the whole night there yah.. wasn't quite fun but at least i get to spend this year x'mas with dear dear. last year x'mas i din celebrate with her so this year it's a must ^^. after eating, we were all sitting there chatting away. talking about ns, cars and work. haiz working life yah.. thou should prepare for working life already. but then again, work is work you must spend time playing too, enjoying your precious life go vacations go for party all those kind of things. life is short.. who knows what would happen the day after tmr.. one life just live it.. or regret for the rest of ur life? year 2004 is coming to an end and today is Christmas day let us celebrate the birth of Jesus.H.C. or is it? lolx... to all of u reading my blog, MeRrY ChRiStMaS to ya all!!! & oso a HaPpY NeW YeAr!! ^_^

roaches

2004-10-29T16:10:00.000+08:00

how can i forgot to blog tis! lolx last week i went to jurong for lunch wif edwin. it was raining heavily we waited along the sheltered pathway and it was slightly flooded. while waiting i felt something on my hair, at first i tot its a string or something coz its something light. edwin n i were toking away n i was sweeping the "string" from my hair. a while later he say "eh, shi jian got cockroach on ur head!" den funny thing is i say calmly " help me get it off " ahaha. i dunno y i can be so calm sia.. he did flip it off, i saw it flew n landed on the flooded pavement. the water is flowing one direction and the stupid cockroach swim against the current lolx. it finally giv out and swim wif the current. it stop at the feet of a lady (oso waiting there for the rain to subside) it climb into the lady's pants!! come out frm the waist and stay at the butt there! u muz be wondering y she cant feel it. let me tell u y. as i say cockroach r very light and somemore the wind is so strong tts y i cant feel it climbing up me too. WHILE we r watching tis edwin suddenly say "shi jian there is one more on ur leg" wah nb! i look down saw it climbing up my pants. i kick twice and shook it off. wah lan eh! after tt i become paranoid sia. while eating i keep tinking there's something climbing up my back! lolx. i tink those cockroaches came from the drain from the flood. scary sia first time a cockroach came into contact wif me and is 2 somemore!

where is the love?

2004-10-27T13:45:00.000+08:00

I was listening to the song by black eyed peas again.. altough it's a song long ago.. i still feel that it is very meaningful.. as the last verse goes...

I feel the weight of the world on my shoulder
As I'm gettin' older, y'all, people gets colder
Most of us only care about money makin'
Selfishness got us followin' the wrong direction
Wrong information always shown by the media
Negative images, it's the main criteria
Infecting the young minds faster than bacteria
Kids want to act like what they see in the cinema
Yo', whatever happened to the values of humanity
Whatever happened to the fairness in equality
Instead in spreading love we're spreading animosity
Lack of understanding, leading lives away from unity
That's the reason why sometimes I'm feelin' under
That's the reason why sometimes I'm feelin' down
There's no wonder why sometimes I'm feelin' under (so ask yourself)
Gotta keep my faith alive till love is found

where is the love ? isn't it so true?

game

2004-10-26T17:01:00.000+08:00

It's about two weeks since i blog... lolx! i think i'am too lazy to blog, had been doing language game these two weeks. When i got home, i will start playing games too ahaha. At first i play mu then finally got sick of it i went back to play cm online with edwin, my sec sch bro. Then now i playing the new game i bought, fifa soccer 2005. But when angie come my house i sometimes let her play sims 2 heee. It's quite a exciting game, interesting as you are able to control the everyday lives of the sims. A life simulation game, what you did today will affect what you become in the future. It is like the real world, but the reality is always worst. I do not know what to say anymore, my brain not working. But i will give u all a quote...

"To be successful in life comes great commitment"

2004-10-13T09:16:00.000+08:00

listen up... due to my hp bills on a lifetime high and mainly my mom nagging me ever so often about me wasting too much money on everything... and i had enough of it... what i am going to do is to switch on my hp function that allows only some people to call me... however i think i would set to reject all calls instead. so if you guys would like to contact me, there's only one way... it's to sms. sry for the inconvenience cause... i just cant tolerate my mom anymore. i dun like the way she nag at me... unlike my dad, he's more like talking den nagging me which i will listen... my mom is like shouting and so direct and keep repeating until i was so vexed up. cause she not only nag me about this, she also nag me that i waste money too much on electricity and say that i on pc too long... i was very angry at this, i calculated the most i use is 5 hrs, and 5 hrs tell me? how much is it? it couldnt possibly be more den $10 rite? if so my power supply bill will be more den $200. i think it's only about $5 or less.

me waste too much money? den the solution is to cut on usage of my hp... its' always ard $70 to $90... i dun see me playing game too long is such a problem...

why do parents dun like to listen to what their child would say... especially my mom..

2004-10-07T15:32:00.000+08:00

Thursday, just like everyday woke up at 7.10am which i actually set my alarm at 6.15am. I cound not wake up at the time that i want myself to wake up, i was very frustrated at that. I found out the reason why i could not wake up this morning. When i was in sec sch, my dad used to shake me awake, but not anymore. It's my elder sis waking me up now... and you know how she wake me up? She just say in her normal voice volume "wake up Shi Jian" in chinese from outside my room and my bed was like on the far end of the room. Now tell me how can i be able to hear what she say?

I was feeling very numb sitting in front of the computer working on flash mx. I dunno how the people here can work at this kind of place for a lifetime. I mean there's no life ya.. mayb multimedia is really not my cup of tea. I always wanted to sleep early so that i feel refresh the day after, but come to think of that, if i sleep early it would be like -- wake up - go work - come home - bathe - have dinner - watch tv for a while - sleepzz = no life. Sometimes i wonder why singapore can not have shorter working hours. This is such a silly rat race... anyway, i just could'nt bring myself to sleep early. I need to make full use of my free time (1 life live it). Life is short, so i have to make full use of my free time.. to enjoy.

I am going cycling with my bro later and try to rest my eyes from the contant exposure of rays from the monitor. Btw, mick, liuyong they all coming home yeah! miss u guys ya... dunno why, i can only remember u guys from the genting trip. lolx *cheers!*

2004-10-05T16:52:00.000+08:00

Man! What a day! First thing I reached office, I found out that my blog has gone haywire. I spent the whole day creating a new blog and try to bring everything back to normal. I don't know why I became so reluctant to do my work, I feel so sick and tired. Maybe i should sleep much more earlier. Think that would help. Now it's getting closer to knock off time and I feel so glad, because I am going to cycle later and at the same time try to breathe some fresh air(if there is any in this area). Well, I will stop for now, be back blogging in a few days.

+ Sorry for the poor layout of my new blog as I really don't know what to do after such a disaster happen to my previous blog. Take Care people! Gone for now...

2004-10-01T13:31:00.000+08:00

am back again from weeks of resting! ahaha issit that long? dunno ya lolx.. hee went to the zoo yesterday coz of an MOE event held there, so no nid to work yeaH! its quite fun anyway, we were sort into different groups wif other moe officers to get to noe them den we play some kind of treasure hunt game called WoW Wild Trail. We hav such a wonderful lunch in the wild restaurant. Got so full after eating the buffet... 2 rounds of all the dishes haha! it's the earliest day tt i reach home yesT. so happy to reach home and wanted to play mu but sianz... the server cant be connected.. so i go watch dvd(i.robot) and found tt its so farking nice man.. den wj sms me and looking for me everywhere(in msn, ch.mu, hp) cant find me.. u noe y? i was watching i.robot LOLX... after tt i watch another movie coz i am so anthu after watching i.robot. i went on to watch the day after tmr Whahaha! den hafway, wj call me say the server can play le.. whaw i immediately switch off the tv and go to play.. den again play for a while server disconnect again.. wah lolx... bth.. lol.. nv really play it until abt 12am like tt.. den can go in.. so i play n play until 1 plus my mom tell me to switch off the pc.. a while later, i lie on my bed and my mom come in my room.. say.. y ur com still on.. den i say.. it switching off.. it nids time.. den i wait for 10 to 15 mins den return to play.. wif my room door locked.. wah den bth.. abt 45 mins later door knob suddenly turn(how i noe? coz of the turning sound.. lol)den my mom(confirm its her. coz she is coughing)knock on the door so hard.. whaw.. i hurryly wanna switch off my com.. so panick sia.. coz she came back wif keys.. WHAW... juz wen i finally decide there's no time.. to wait for the com to shut down.. i switch off the main switch.. at the same time the door open... i do a Jackie Chan stunt sia.. fly straight to my bed.. lie down flat hugging my bolster.. my mom of coz thought i was slping le coz i was so still.. WhaW PheW.....!!! (the lights r off all the while.. i play the game in the dark...) so exciting sia!! lolx BTH..

2004-09-24T13:45:00.000+08:00

It's friday again! WooHoo! After two whole weeks collecting rain I'am back writting my blog. What a happening and tiring time I had for the past two weeks. Been very buzy doing a flash game similar to Wheel of Fortune, just finished this tuesday. Wednesday they held an event and the game was to be played at the auditorium of MoE. I was told to go down as well because I'am the one who programe it, but I do not feel like going down. *Laughs out loud* felt so awkward. Well thats was what happened at work most of the time for two whole weeks basically programming and editing the game. During lunch WenJie, Andrew, Aini and I will visit the MoE lounge and had set lunch there. The lunch there were quite delicious most of the time. ^_^ cost only $3 ya. As the set lunch were different everyday, today it was fish & chips! ahah! Can say that it's not bad.
After eating we just sit down there, talk about funny jokes. Well I had not been talking about what I did at home for this long while. Everyday after work, once i reach home i will switch on my pc and start playing an online game. It's so Farking Addictive man lolx. Can't stop playing it. Then every week i will go play some sports or go jogging with my sec school friends, but with my BrO(my sec sch best buddy) most of the time. man I would name him best buddy of the decade award. lolx. So every night while playing the game, i will wait for my dear angie to call me, so i would go downstairs to fetch her up ahah. Cause i think she is scare of the mad ass at the 4th floor. So everyday she will come my house to have dinner and sometimes i will go her's. ahah because she lives too near me lolx.
Somtimes, some of my friends ask me... "u not sian meh? everyday meet each other?" well, i always din answer wat is always in my mind. That' the answer to it is, well, if you love ur gf, you will want to marry her right? and if you marry her you would see her everyday right? so if you really want to settle down with your current gf and wants her to be your future wife, you will not feel sian seeing her everyday. ^_^And that, my friends... is the power of love...

2004-09-13T09:54:00.000+08:00

wah i never write my blog for so long haha.. so this is it.. today is monday again feel so shity and tired, don't feel like doing anything.. but haiz have to do, if not the time seems to take forever to pass by... i have a fun weekend.. went to my sec school bro's house on friday and stay over.. we play winning 11 untill 4 am lolx damn tiring. Then in the morning went to play tennis in school. Spent about 2 hours there, and we went sim lim square to look for a speaker. After looking in a few shops, i finally decided on the 2.1 altec lansing speakers with sub woofer, ahaha sounds great ya powerful bass and treble. good for gaming and listening to any kinds of music.

After buying the speakers, we went to have our lunch which is about 4pm le lolx.. after that we wait for my dear to come meet us at bugis mrt station and go back together. While waiting for her, we saw a couple of funny people, i can't believe up till now, there are still people who dunno how to see signs? The mrt gate shows clearly with that sign no entry they still keep tapping and tapping their ez-link card. Somemore their face looked very fark up sia.. bth sia.. like it's the mrt system fualt.

2004-09-01T09:06:00.000+08:00

hi ppl! ahah finally wrote my blog.. woo sat is quite a fun day ya.. went for a steamboat buffet at marina. drove there coz in the afternoon drove to bugis to shop wif angie heee. too bad i cant stay long on sat as angie is very tired after a long days work. cant blame her too whole week work till very late, sometimes 10 plus sometimes 11 plus. but seldom tt long la. except really 11 den reach home. so hav to go home early on sat. i tink the gathing was quite enjoyable but if only more people come, people like beng, seewee, edmund & those cb kia who pay to go aussie lol juz kidding its an opportunity la.. if only they come .. den it will be rather dif.. i mean the ambience will be quite diff.. lol anyway thats written to my history book so it can only be look back n not be relive. hmm what will come will come.. in the future we will all get married hav our own family know new frens. each of us will hav our own paths.. to stay frens forever its up to us..

ok now side track a little. am so happy! my work has change to 5 day week le as it is a government work.. YEAH! but frm mon to thurs nd to work extra 1/2 hr. -__-

my brain so tired coz of tt stupid flash game.. damn farking tired.. mentally
everymorning cant even hear alarm.. funny thing is i can only hear the personalise ringtone i set when angie called me to wake up. LOL

2004-08-27T14:18:00.001+08:00

its friday again end of the wk ! woo hooo ! 2night going to watch 13 going 30 wif angie my dear dear den tmr morning got work n at nite go eat steam boat wif my beloved frens in 21/22 lol~ anyway poor tracy need to work on sat & sun.. haiz poor thing poor thing.. k return to toking abt my work place, today the graghic artist gave me a surprise man. juz yesterday i ask him to draw an image of animals on a road n today he finish le and somemore its very nice sia. so realistic wif shadings wow.. ! keke

juz now tok to my supervisor about somethings and it took about 20 mins. can really see tt she's a very good supervisor =) i say i am quite soft spoken n she say can see coz i very shi wen. i blushed a little lol so pai seh^_^!!

hav a good day everyone !! ^_^

2004-08-25T12:37:00.000+08:00

It's mid week le, i still cant do my main game coz the graphic artist haven giv me the graphic for the games yet. so sianz pluz now cannot play the game superdudes.. haiz WHY? ask me? LOL i tink no nd to ask la.. later going to play basketball wif edwin, kc and zhonghua. should be relaxing la. now doing nothing juz sitting on my chair listening to my current fav eurodance hit POR QUE NO!! YEA !

2004-08-21T22:59:00.000+08:00

Today is quite a fun day! lol u will not guess wat i did lol. I was going to meet with my FYP group to discuss and distribute the work load at 1pm, pacific coffee, opposite marina sq. Then about 12pm, i open the fridge and saw that i haven finish the beer i drank last night. I drank the rest in one gulp and went to bath. U know what happen? my face was damn red, but of coz i am not drunk lol so i look into the mirror again at 1220pm when i was abt to leave my house, my face is still quite red. lol. So i msg my group leader and eventually i am late by haf an hour. And i thought i am the latest and NBCB i found out that only 2 are there. well some who hav things such as itp work i dun blame them but how abt those who late for nothing? but nvm i am not that bothered about it. Then when discussing abt the project, we hav some small quarrel but settle down quite fast. The discussion was short. From 2pm to 6pm but i tink we will do a good job. When i reach home, i change and went to play basketball with my fren. so long din play le almost haf a year le. den we like play like shit lor. lol. after a tiring game. i receive a call from my gf i ask her to meet at yew tee mrt, and some misunderstanding occur. in the end i apologize to her . so we went home watch a little bit of tv and fell asleep in a short while.

2004-08-20T23:53:00.000+08:00

hmm today is last day of the week. hurray! waiting for this day to come every week lol. anyway i did my usual things in the office (doing flash games) which i do not think it can work lol. Well i reach home and started playing MU until 7 plus and went downstairs to have dinner. When i came back i continue playing until my gf reach my house hee. After sending her home a while later i went to slp.

2004-08-19T23:17:00.000+08:00

Yeah ! Today i went to watch AVP. It is not a bad show, it is much better then The Village!!. LOL. Anyway today i went to the office and do some editing to the chinese game. After finishing it i continue on the main assignment for my ITp.

1st post !

2004-08-18T12:52:00.000+08:00

hee i create a blog juz to remind myself wat i did for the day.. i hav forgetful memory lol